FACEBOOK POST DRAFT
I'm supposed to post this on my facebook feed but got afraid. Will I be okay after this? What if I don't? What if I only disappoint them? NOT EVERYONE IS STRONG ENOUGH TO HANDLE EVERYTHING! My life is a mess. I thought 2015 was the worst year already, but I was wrong. Last year hit me hard, hard enough I became indenial and defensive. Some people, especially younger peeps, looks up to me as their ATE. I have to be strong for them. I have to be always happy and satisfied with what I am doing with my life because they see me as a role model. BUT I AM REALLY SORRY BABIES. I don't want y'all to see the future or the real world as a negative phase and/or a bad world. I tried so hard to stay positive I forgot to acknowledged my own feelings and emotions. SHARING this with y'all to remind myself and everyone that depression is real. Been clinically diagnosed in 2015, only a few knows about this. I have to say you don't have to feel bad about yourself for feeling thi