The Minimalist Diary

  This year is nearly ending .. and I had to admit,this one broke me. Nakakamiss din pala magsulat ulit. Haha. It has been months of me being lost, bewildered, spiritually and emotionally unstable. I am not able to be active as months before. I wasn't selling, I wasn't exercising, I wasn't journaling, I wasn't reading, I wasn't biking, I wasn't writing. I am now aware of the things I used to do but not anymore. That is something I should be grateful. I was indenial for months. I am trying to forget and to cope up. I needed to survive. I promised I wasn't the same person I used to be a year ago. I wouldn't commit to making a mistake again of stopping my life, of trying to escape the reality. Oo, masakit. Oo, naapektuhan parin ako paminsan minsan pero madalas alam kong kaya ko na. Only few knows because I don't want people who look up to me feel sad or be down too. Ate nila ako. Kelangan kong maging malakas, matibay at role model sa kanila pero tao p