Pseudo-Relationship
"We may be in a pseudo-relationship but my feelings for you were real." I once quoted after the days of being indenial, fear overpowered desires and while my philosophy in life contradicts the situation. But I take the risk with you. I get tired standing firm with my decision knowing what my heart wants from the very start. I get tired pretending to be a good friend willing to give you the advice a good friend will supply when your heart is falling apart, when all I am is a 'lover' wanting to collect the shattered pieces of your broken heart and try to fix it or just accept it as it is. Too risky. To fall in love to a man who is imprisoned in the past. To try entering a heart whom is owned by someone else. To take advantage of his vulnerability by taking chances by pursuing. To play damn fool making herself believe that he'll see your worth in the near future. To fall in love to a man who's so much in love to his first love you don't know if he&