Just please Don't.
Don’t ever turn your back on her. She will wake up in the middle of the night sobbing uncontrollably and screaming into her pillow praying to God that the pain will end soon. She will reminisce on every single thing you two did together and it will feel like a thousand claws scratching at her throat knowing she will never get to watch the stars with you again, or make you breakfast, or fall asleep next to your warmth. Don’t leave that girl who would give up her entire world just to see you smile for one second because she will have a mental image of your smile playing on repeat inside her head and she’ll have to fight with everything in her to not call so she can see it one last time. We’re falling apart, I know. But can we keep us? At least the friendship we had if it wasn’t that selfish of me to ask?