Too much Pain
Doing what is right in sacrifice of my own happiness is the toughest decision I've ever met. I don't know how long the agony will take. The pain that never go away and I think as the day passes by it made me realize what we as a couple regret the most for not taking time ..to feel the joy of being young lovers, for not spending so much time with each other and for not being faithful and trustful at the same time. Some instances show me the reasons why we didn't end up together for a lifetime commitment but how come that my heart doesn't wanna believe it. Why is it so hard for the heart to forget? Why do destiny have to take us apart when we're very sure about our feelings and where are we going SOON? My brain understands but my heart can't accept. The fact that I've been smiling and laughing in a day is a torture. Whenever a song struck my playlist, someone's playlist or even the tricy or jeep radio is on, I feel a unbearable PAIN. So much pain I