The Minimalist Diary

While scrolling at my IG Feed last night, a post from @lo_young, well known as the GMA Kapuso Actress and little sister of the Miss World 2013 Megan Young, Lauren Young got my attention. She talks about how she struggles about body weight in years and how her doctor tells her that she's suffering from diabetes and has a bulging disc that explains why she suffers pain in her back. It got me thinking how unwell my health this past months. Not known by everyone but I got irregularities, acne and pimple breakouts, severe hair falls and a pain in the head from time to time. Since then, I am adviced to do a healthy lifestyle which I hardly follow. I am used to sleep less nights and eating behaviours I hardly convince myself to take care off. I am so used to an unhealthy lifestyle where it involves not eating on the right time, junk foods, burgers amd fast foods can do my day, and NO EXERCISE that makes me weak since I stop for a year of physical activities. This doesn't really a

Struggling lately what to write and now I vomit words endlessly in mind. Forgive me if it frustrates you but Idc nwys .. It's my blog! So just to inform you my reader, if you are, I've been living in an executive house since the 14th of November. It was part of my degree program. An in-house review to become a Certified Public Accountant (CPA). The 1st night was just fine. I don't understand why my mates tend to scare themselves off. They believe in 👻👹👽. Mark DLS, a friend of mine since high school days warn me not to be too fond of the receiving area because of some creatures that is living in the house for I don't know how long. I didn't believe it anyway. Not until they show up. I'll just make excuses if they'll just make ' paramdam' so anyways, nevermind them. As I enter the house, it was all new in my eyes. Aside from my grandma's antique house in Calabanga and Angie's Spanish Era built house in Cagsao, this h

I always ask myself every now and then "What do I really want to do with my life?" Yes. I do have dreams. I set short-term and long-term goals for myself and for my growth. I read and travel every now and then only to satisfy my societal needs. I did things to fight my own fears and continuously explore things I don't usually give a damn before. I love tranquility. The ambiance of being in a deserted place, a nature specially. I enjoyed things that gives me peace. And yes! I am an introvert by nature. People tend to misunderstood my perspectives. Thinking I'm such a snob and of high maintenance or anti-social. Without further arguments, I don't hate people. I'm not anti-social. I can be with people but I can't stay long having conversations with them. Yes I am loud! But I can be loud only if I feel like I needed to be heard. I get irritated easily, especially by people who are only good at talking. I am different. And I love that.

It was a horrific day for all. A moment that everyone has been waiting for. An announcement that would determine our faith for the next step towards our long term goal – College Graduation. I have self-doubt. Heavy to be defined but I look up to days where I’m feeling uneased and torn between still wanting and losing will to continue. I know myself. I am a warrior, been down and stand again several times. No amount of failures will knock me down. I guess this is what BS ACCOUNTANCY have done in me for the past 5 years. I have to. I have to be strong, to be brave, to never give up and to continue the fight despite of all the mocking and judgements that people keeps on throwing at me. I once said, “Once I started, I will never stop until its done!”. And Yes! I am that kind of person. I accepted the fact that I live in a cruel world where many will envy you, many will knock you down, many will never understand you and it’s not my obligation anymore to make them like me. I am who I am a