Hi Painhearted. You still there honey? How's life after 23? Trials never left me. I wasn't the same person I used to know after college. Fact is I avoided entering the government for safety reason not knowing that the corporate world will change me into someone I no longer recognized. Back then when I was still in college, I will not let anyone affect my peace and tranquility. I stay calm and there's a lot of action going on than merely talking but now, I think this environment that I am in right now has changed me to be bolder, braver and blunt. And I don't know if it's a good thing or not. In three months now, I don't even know where I am. I don't know if I will be okay, still calm and determined to pursue every goals that I have set. But to be honest, I am scared. I am scared that I am not yet ready to left the 'E Quadrant' and moved into the 'S Quadrant' although I am now reaching the 2nd month of my practice being on the 'S Quadran...