I WASN'T MYSELF FOR SO LONG AND I ONLY NOTICE IT TODAY
Blending in my society makes me think I'm doing well. Feeling loved by everyone is overwhelming. But to realize I wasn't myself for almost 7 months now is a different thing. I am very satisfied by the things I have done and surpassed over these months of staying here. I wasn't even thinking of being able to last 3 months working in this firm but look at me now, still breathing, still fighting against rude and shallow people and still keeping my chair moving. Not that I'm bragging about this position but it got me sometimes. THIS IS NOT ME. I'm not the people pleaser. I don't let anyone belittle me. Hell yeah, I don't even let them speak on me. Yes, I am this b*tch madam. Months have passed that I am blending in the environment I don't even like in the first place. But staying here makes me think I can make the difference. I made it up in mind to always give my best ability towards performing my tasks. I look at every possible way where I could tak...