The Minimalist Diary

"The one who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The one who walks alone,  is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been. "  - Albert Einstein I always have a say to something yet I learned to stay silent. Why?  I just know that mine will not be accepted, they won't hear me anyways. Why? I am different. I always have the unique answers to questions, weird or serious it is always different. Example: They love: KathNiel I hate them. I love JaDine & AlDub. They don't like them. So what ? Who has the beautiful faces,  character and lots of achievements than making people kilig. They can also do it effortlessly. They want ABS-CBN over GMA Network. Oh!  They love the BIAS network whose always making things worse than fixing them. Nga naman!  Ano ibabalita nila kung maayos naman na pala ang lahat? Hha. Shame on their integrity.

This is a Comment from Ms. Angelika Rose Reyes to GMA Network as they featured AlDub. :) ALDUB achievements : -may guiness world record for 41M tweets -may consistent million tweets every day -may recognition from Twitter Asia CEO -may recognition ng Twitter sa AlDub aniversary by launching a special hashtag emoji na bihira lang gawin ng twitter inc. first ever in southeast asia -may highest rating for noontime show -nakapuno ng Philippine Arena -nakapag sold out ng worlds largest indoor arena in one day -may highest opening grossing film -pinagkaguluhan ng over sa mmff -may pinakamaraming endorsements at about 60 of them -may rare awards like awards from the catholic church -may international awards like Nickelodeon Teen Choice Awards, Asian TV awards -featured sa magazine ng sobrang daming beses each brand -featured sa rarely featuring magazines like Cosmo, Readers' Digest, and Forbes -top 1 most beautiful stars of 2016 ng Yes! Magazine -featured sa i...

I just wanna say that I gave up. Yes, I gave up on expecting people would act the same as I act towards them. I gave up trying to kill myself so many times, my mother never knew. I gave up because it seems like nothing worked, really. I'm still here. I gave up hurting myself. Yes, I've tried that many times and it's so bad because I used to do it before going to sleep but it never fixed anything. It just made things worse. And I gave up expecting people to stay, to care. I'm used to being alone but that doesn't mean I want that for life. It just seems like I'm liking until I die. Without hope in life, I already lost faith in humanity.

This is my Sanctuary of words. May people like it or not of me sharing my life in this page, I wouldn't care enough for it serves as my own meditation from a drunken and miserable life. Depression has its own ways of ruining someone's life. I won't let that happen. I maybe emotionally impaired but I am strong, I am brave, I grew up well, equip with the values and strength to cope up every challenges that come into my life. I choose to have no choice but to fight my own emotions, alone or with someone. Its better to fight with someone but I guess I wouldn't want someome to suffer with me. So instead, I choose to suffer my own battle with me.

"Be thrilled to be alone. Take a hiatus from Warm Bodies everywhere and work on finding your happy before you ever try to offer yourself to another person again. Know what you’re willing to give to someone else, and make sure you take inventory of all of your bits and pieces before you go offering them to anyone else." (c) Wait for the One who deserves you